Our Father who art in Heaven.
Our Father.
Who, art in Heaven, hallowed.
Our Father I.
I really fucked up.
Shit.
I really fucked up.
I fucked it all up, God, shit.
I didn’t mean to but I.
I don’t even know why I did it and.
But fuck, I don’t.
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know what to do
What do I do, what to do I
God, why can’t you tell me what to do?!
What’s the point of talking to you when I don’t even know if you’re there?!
What’s the point of talking to you when I don’t even wanna talk to you,
I don’t even wanna talk to God,
I wanna talk to you, dad.
I wanna talk to you.
I wanna talk to YOU
And people say that you can hear me but
you’re THERE, not HERE and
I just want you here.
Daddy, I didn’t mean.
I didn’t mean for all that shit to be the last thing you heard from me.
I hear it in my head everyday, over and over, the last thing I said to you before you left that day
But I don’t hate you, I never hated you I
I love you
I love you, dad
and I don’t even know -
I’m just always asking you for forgiveness and it’s something I’m never gonna get.
And I don’t even know if I deserve it.
.
You always told me to do the right thing but how do I do that when what I think is the right thing is what they’re saying is the wrong thing?
But I think they’re wrong.
I think they’re wrong.
.
No.
I know they’re wrong.
I know that this shit is wrong, that what they’re saying is wrong,
I know that they’re wrong.
Fuck it, I know that they’re wrong.
And I did the wrong thing but I’m gonna make it right.
I’m gonna make it right.
